It's just..

The tension wasn't there, even during the test.
Well, partially because I bear no respect towards the lecturer simply because I don't like him, and I think he sucks, given him as one of NUS lecturers.
I only attended first and the last lecture, had no idea what was going on, didn't feel nervous at all though bearing in mind that I'm gonna screw up.

Nevertheless I still prepared the research to be used in the open book exam, as usual, last minute preparation till morning; And yes, on the contrary, as expected, 2-hour-sleep simply just won't give you enough 'spirit' to concentrate.
I didn't feel the seriousness of the test and was numb from the tension; The weird confidence for nothing, the lack of focus, the unpreparedness for the test summarize pretty well that I'm gonna screw up for this module.

It's the contradiction within myself again: I can't be bothered to even score even in the most decent way but I will feel bad if I screw up as well. I only noticed that after coming out from the exam hall.
This time, confirm plus chop and guarantee that my result's gonna be bad for this module.
Darn....

Oh well..