Phew!!! hahahaahah!!
I'm year 3 in university already but what's up with the stage fright?
Just a small presentation in small class gave me trembles!!
I always say to myself just to soothe me after a bad presentation, "after all I suck at presenting, even with my own mother tongue language"
When people say "you did good", I understand that people just want to comfort me.
What about today's HR Presentation? Wish me luck..


William

Working in Cyberia Committee so far?

Lately, there has been a lot of inconsistencies in the cyberia project preparation. Having two CO-Project directors is No-No if the project directors don't communicate what they want for the project!
Well, in the end the subordinates had to face lots of miscommunication like "I thought he(one of the CO-Project directors) this is cancelled?". And then when miscommunication happens, it can be resolved but couples of amount of time has been wasted.

Having big number inside a committee also hinders proper sending of message. The work sometimes gets done slower than it's supposed to be compared with working in smaller groups. Indeed, HR has thought that there's a limit in how many people does a productive work group have. If it's too many the effectiveness goes down. Same thing goes with the number of leaders.
However, I think due to the scale of the project, some people just goes for bigger numbers so that more the feeling of security is there.

To contradict myself, I find it fun to work with big numbers (more than 10 is big) inside a committee, at least it's for this time. Working with new people and knowing how they work is exciting and maybe that's one of the reason that we are working in big group right now.
The other reason maybe what? So that the current committee have the so-called "experience" in organization so that the Management Committee can have descendants?
Another other reason haha, so that more people can get CCA points?
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Well, at least now i'm in CCA that is quite fun. Other than this RA job.

Of course I'm happy to know that she wrote on my facebook wall..

Now now, recently, I've been making phone calls to a lot of strangers:
1. For my site visit for a project at school
Guan Ho Construction company
2. For printing quotations:
Bideas Pte Ltd
Outlook digital printing Pte Ltd
Dpi printing Pte Ltd
Poster Connection Pte Ltd
3. For T-Shirt Quotation
Bideas Pte Ltd, different person
Sin mue mue Pte Ltd
Orange Inc.
4. Fire command center
since we've been trying to cook chicken but in the end after we tried to turn on the oven, the whole kitchen power supper went off.

Somehow, I feel like I have troubled those people and although I've thanked them to assist me, although only as far as asking for quotations (since their business heavily depends on quotations): I feel like I have been giving a lot of people lotsa inconvenience but they are just alright with it.
Deep inside I want to thank not only those strangers, but also any the lovely readers of this blog if I've given much trouble to you all.
William is one troublesome guy

Community?

Yeah, I just can't stop saying that humans are social creatures that they can't make it if they are only alone in this world.

Well, of course with the current existence of the well being of humans as a result of complex social relationship such as this humane era: where human interacts which one another to improve their lives either way: directly or indirectly, humans can't possibly interact with all of the other humans.

Ceh, I also don't know why I'm talking about something like this.. However, as the title suggests, the post's gonna be about community. Humans, because of the necessity to interact with one another, a community is formed: meaning a group of humans where interactions are performed. And furthermore what I have in my mind is this community also limits a human to how many human that he may interact to because normally community is created from common values from the humans inside it. Since it's not possible for humans to interact with everyone.

So yeah.. Me being a human with lots of traits just as everyone else, have lots of community since there are a lot of different "common values". But anyways the purpose of the post is just to list out that the community that I have been involved with:
1. Family
2. Relatives --> Father's side
3. Relatives --> Mother's side
4. Neighbors
5. ex-School Friends --> too many to list out
6. ex-private classes friends --> too many as well
Now on to life in Singapore! Where I've left my hometown and try to cope with the surroundings with on my own
1. Indonesian Community
1.a. The regulars (dota and cookings and basketballs)
1.b. The not so regulars (hi and bye!)
1.c. Medan-ese (a bit embarrassing to mention but having the same mother tounge, we just can't help speaking hokkien among this community, not that I'm/We're trying to be separatist, but yeah... Hokkien is our first language then Bahasa. However I'm trying not to show so much of medanesism)
2. Class mates
2.a. PFM friends
2.b. Non PFM friends like those you know from your GEM or SS or Breadth
3. RA mates --> another community that you work closely with.
4. Residents (another hi and bye!)
5. CCA friends --> another community you work closely with in order to gain experience.
6. Relatives in Singapore --> I don't visit them quite often though.
7. etc etc.

Yeah, some numbers of community and the greater the number of the community is, the more it is for me to find myself to interact with all of them.. Sometimes there are indeed preference of which community that you want to interact more or interact less with and it's not uncommon I think..
However after interacting so much with different community, sometimes although being a social being, I think humans also needs some time alone. Taking a break from interacting with the community because community is not a simple environment to dive in.

Tsk.. My thoughts are getting nowhere, I don't know what I'm thinking right now..
Commitment
Communication
Community
all starts with comm and all are a very crucial points for social relationships in human life..
I wonder whether the "comm" means anything?

Another tough Wednesday.. All my Wednesdays are tough..
Because, the day before the Wednesday we had cooking session again at night till like 3am and I spent the rest of the time doing my homework till 5.30 am and only slept till 700am. After that I took shower and went for CBLC duty at 7.45am.
Gosh..
At the morning I was still feeling fresh, but the feeling didn't really last long.
After duty I spent my time strolling around the bazaar at central forum, waiting for my J.Co, finished 3 pieces of J.Co at one go, and then went back to Central Library to spend some more time but in the end spent the last 15 minutes to take a dump.

11.50, rushed to business faculty to have my class. Something start to feel wrong..
Lots of girl actually started to look like her! Then I was like, "eh isn't that? Ah.. she's not.."
Gosh!! After that continue to 4 hours of HR lecture, my energy was like depleting and I was so near to sleeping. My head feels heavy and yeah..
4 hours were over but I can't feel more discouraged after seeing the presentation on the conflict management. Very well done!! Gosh.. I feel desperate when I look at my teammates, one super studious type, who is always very nervous in expressing himself, one weirdo, and three of us who are not Singaporeans with lousy english..

Again, back to 4 hours were over, and as usual, me, sk and john(lol) were walking to Arts for the Jap class!! again, the strange feeling, when a lot of girls started to look like her again.
After the regular Lecture quiz, we were overloaded with information which made me even more drowsy! After that it was the usual 2 hours Jap tutorial which as usual drained my last bits of energy..
Even when I was going back to PGP, the same feeling came again..
I got back to my room at around 9.30 and slept..
12.00 I woke up since I had another strange feeling.. It felt like I had to do something important, I woke up and saw the Indo freshies in my cluster, they got there because of Wilson and his RA power. Well, I joined the cooking session again and went back to sleep at 3.

There might be several possibilities why a lot of girls started to look like her back then
1. only 1.5 hrs of sleep from the day before and after that staying awake for around 13 hours must have ruined my focus.
2. I always think of her/I've been wanting to see her too much so everyone looked like her?
3. Or maybe I never realized that she has the "common girl look"?

Oh well..

I take A1 back to PGP everytime I finish my classes/ schedule of the day with the slightest hope that I would have a chance to see her even just for split seconds. (Since she stays at R3)
A1 stops at PGP terminal while my room is actually nearer to reach if I take A2.

So after quite a long time, I saw her again, indeed just for a blink. I could have stayed there, order some waffle from her or whatever, but I just walk away. My legs just kept walking and I left. Nevertheless I felt so happy just to be able to see her. Yeah, after so long.. Super desperate eh?
Darn it, but nevermind..

Food and Life

Life is just like your food..

The food you eat, no matter how good or bad it is, in the end it's going to be sai (read: sye; means shit). Except for anorexic or bulimic.

The life you live, no matter how good or bad it is, in the end you are going to die. No exception for this one, too bad..

Batsu geemu - What if you are in?

Batsu geemu (Punishment Game) Downtown no Gaki no Tsukai ya Arahende!! (This is no job for kids!!) Waratte wa ikenai!! (Don't you ever laugh!)
This Show had been filling my past few days ever since someone introduced one clip from this show. Curious to know about what show it is, I watched more and now I know what all is this about.

According to the "History of Batsu Game", which is the compilation of the earliest batsu game and how it developed, this program itself is older than myself: 1989 October by the same regular casts until now, only with more regular casts till now.

It seems like it's a comedy show that/talkshow like extravaganza in Indo which is aired every week, however at every end of the year, from the starting year of this show, Matsumoto and hamada, the most senior casts, would have some win or lose competition and the winner will determine a punishment for loser. The punishment would be aired in their TV program.

Only until 5 years ago, they started to have the "waratte wa ikenai" ("don't you ever laugh!" Or "you can't laugh") which is a 24-hour-adventure to somewhere/or adopting some other occupation. In these adventures, they were exposed to A LOT OF funny situations and as the name suggests, they are not allowed to laugh or else they are going to be punished. The first concept of punishment was using darts and blow gun to be shot onto the participants buttocks. Yes, so everytime they laughed, they were blown darts onto their buttocks.
The second concept used until now is a slap or spankings or canning onto their buttocks which i think is more humane rather than the darts.

The funny situations include Fellow comedians as part of the super funny environments, word puns, parody from dramas, internal jokes, dumb jokes and repetitiveness. Sometimes since they are comedians themselves, they friendly fired at each others and get punishments. Yes, and it is 24 hours of these crazy stuffs. Sometimes they can get like more than 150 spankings just within the 24 hours. The most punishment that the cast had ever gotten is like 250sth punishments.

This program is really such a torture but still they keep playing it, because it's damm fun and funny. Even without subtitle sometimes is already so hillarious. However although, sometimes the they are a bit harsh when spanking or the games are pretty much out of limit like, being kissed by an old lady, sadistic spanking, muaythai kick on the butt, the same undying joke all the time (Even Seeing someone dance so funnily repetitively can't make you stop laughing). Sometimes I wonder how crazy these guys are..

However, I think the concept is indeed really interesting. Imagine if we are in this kind of situation. Everytime we laugh we'll get spanking. Even just 24 hours would be hellish already. Maybe one day we'd need to try this kind of thing.. Batsu game. Go and watch few episodes it's real fun..

Type these words in youtube search bar and enjoy
Batsu game spa
Batsu game highschool
Batsu game police
Batsu game hospital
I won't give any more spoilers, not all have subtitles yet but first two series had been subbed already. Every episodes are insanely funny hahahhhah... "WILLIAM OUT" *spank*

But seriously,

I don't really appreciate it if everyone keep saying to me "Oi nonk, I saw her at supperhauz! She's wearing blank tank top, very sexay!"
Well I don't mind if Mikemdn and Adit always go for supper-dating at supper house at nights without jio-ing us, but yeah, yesterday both of them sent this sms telling me that they saw her again. Not like they planned to see her, but it's just coincidental that they appear to be at the same place right? I just feel that it's abit rude to tell me that she looks sexy.. It's meant to be a compliment for her but it's rude for me..

Few times are okay, but somehow, my friends see her more than I do which means the goddess of fate doesn't really meet us together and it's no one's fault. But bragging to me like "Eh nonk, I saw her again" and again and again, not only by mikemdn, Adit, but also, Wilson (who seems to be very interested in good looking women), Sumitro, etc. etc.
Occasionally is okay but it's kinda getting on to my nerves.

I'm sorry that I'm awfully frank this time on this post.. But I just don't really like these kinds of remarks anymore. I apologize to thomas that I've been taking part in doing this kind of thing when it comes to seeing double "L". It's annoying... really...

Happy Birthday #4

Lolz, giving numbers is rude but yeah, Happy Birthday to her.
She's funny, I wished her happy birthday yesterday at 11pm and just in case if she was offline again before 12am, but she asked me to post on her wall in Facebook..
So I did, at around 1am because I was to busy watching batsu game on youtube.

Yeah.. So Happy Birthday to her hahahah.

Santet kah? || Is it voodoo (hahah what to call santet in english?)

Yesterday out of the blue after being called by one of the guys that always borrowed water container from my residence, I felt something pointy on my hand when I moved it around my thick blue blanket.
Of course this isn't a normal situation where you would find something pointy inside your blanket and let everything be. So I decided to look for that thing, and it appeared that it's a needle inside my blanket!

The needle when I pushed it out after I've found it's location. Imagine if it had pierced me in somewhere else. It's not any of my needles that I had carelessly left on my bed, and it was kinda of long time ago since I mended my torn pants!! The needle indeed came from the inside of the blanket!!

I cut the outer cover of my bed, I can see the cottons inside and the needle can't even be easily pulled out! I had to cut the cotton layer again to extract out the needle.
Who would want to sleep with needles inside their blanket?

There! The needle extracted.. I believe it's not normal for blanket makers to leave any needles after they've finished making the blanket. AND EVEN IF it's coincidence that the maker of this blanket left the needle here (Though I don't know the real process of making blanket) like when there's a story about a surgeon who left his scissors inside his patient stomach, Why only until yesterday would I notice that there's ANOTHER needle(YES IT'S FREAKING ANOTHER, IT"S NOT THE FIRST NEEDLE FROM INSIDE OF THIS BLANKET) when everyday I sleep with this blanket on...

Call me freak or what, but I'm superstitious and I believe santet (a kind of voodoo in Indo to harm people) exists! Someone might be trying to harm me or something like that..
Geez.. What I have I done?

Social Interactionly Me sia...(SIMs)

Just kidding, actually the Sims is extracted from the word Simulation, since the game simulates humans in their real lives..
I think now I'm getting more similar to the Sims..
Too little Social points makes you feel lonely and makes you want to interact socially with other people.
Slowly and slowly your mood rises because the status bar is getting higher and higher.
But if you try to hard, the other parameters that affects your mood is affected.
So sometimes, even when you are interacting with people, it might not really hype up your mood since sometimes you might not have enough sleep; or maybe food; or maybe fun; or the environment's just not right to do so.

Ignoring all the parameters that can affect your mood, meaning, assuming lacking sleep, food, or got-to-go bladder doesn't affect your mood or all parameters are in such great amount that only social interaction affects your mood right now, you may get your social bar full with social points. But after it is so, sometimes you just don't want to interact anymore, and that's why you keep yourself inside your room. Not out there interacting with people.
Humans are social creature right?

I guess, I'm getting more and more anti-social?

Tough day eh?

1 Oct 2008
12am till 3am sth
I was still playing dota.
2 rounds then after that a short sleep to 9am.

9am
teddy called me to wake me up. My alarmed failed to do so.
Late again for meeting. hahaha.

12pm
Meeting dismissed and Met Vincent at PGP. Went to eat at canteen till about 1.30pm. (normal stuffs, chat awhile then only leave)

2pm
Back to room to watch 1 episode of Gintama. Holding my tiredness from lack of sleep.

2.30pm
Go to Auntie #7's house, My Uncle #4 with his whole family came to S'pore.

3sthpm
Reached there,
swam for around two hours!! After two-three years abstaining from swimming.. Showing off the flabby chubby fleshy me.. Two of my cousins are like so muscular, heaven and earth's difference.... Nevertheless, just swim..
No swimming googles, My eyes are still red when I'm writing this blog (partially because of that and partially because of lack of sleep)..

5sthpm
Steam bath!!! First time entering a steam bath, everything's for free since it's inside the condo's facilities.. Gosh! Awesome feeling.. Only entered for like 15 minutes though..

6sthpm
After a bit of sitting around and shower, now time to go to pay a visit to a relative house (another aunt: father's cousin, aunt #1) at Eunos (old semi-detached house)..

7sthpm
Ate at the nearest food court.

Almost 8pm
Another Visit, this time is to my cousin from my father's sister. Long journey took about an hour, reached at almost 9pm.

9.30pm
Left her house and go back to my Auntie#7's house. To take my bag that I left there.

11pm
Went back. reached at 11.30

11.45pm
took a short break, print lecture notes and homework.
Did homework in 10 minutes.

2 Oct 2008
12.10
Wish Angel #1 a happy birthday via MSN. Long time never seen her. She's actually in NTU hhahaha.
Ah good ol' memories =p

12sth sth
started writing this blog, finished at 1.00am..
I'm super sleepy now and my lecture's at 9.00am tml!!!
Nite!!