WOW, exams are here..
Everybody has been preparing hard..
Woah, everytime i see people alighting from the bus at early morning at the library i feel depressed.. "man, those people are insane.. How can they be so hardworking?"
Well, I really feel bad.. I know I should have done the same thing as what they do but eh....
Yeah well.. eh... ehehehehe.. Being slacked is already my nature..
People kept telling me "Hey, start studying man! or you'll end up regretting your own action" *(which is doing things lazy things like playing games or browsing the net or anything instead of studying)* ..


"Yeah, I know", sometimes I bear this in mind, trying to gather some determination to do some mugging which is what I am supposed to do.. I can start reading few pages of materials going to be tested.. It's okay.. But.. as time goes on(maybe 3-4 minutes after starting reading, yeah, my head feels like getting heavier to be supported by the neck and my eyelids start to close.. eit.. now the conciousness will start to decrease as much as half then following the quadratic sequence per minute untill yeah, my head reaches the table on top of my hands, and I'm in state of which people commonly call "asleep"...


"WOAH I fell asleep, sh*t[censored for the sake of goodness =p] i shouldn't be like this" then I gather up some energy to carry on.. "Oh Well, I better play some game for awhile to collect some consciousness"..
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"Yep, I'm gain it back now.. I'm really awake now.. Let me play a little bit longer, half an hour wont affect much.." Time walks on and OMG.. I spend two to four hours playing game.. how can I stay awake in front of games while not in front of my reading material??? "study, study, stop playing, now!!" I scold myself..

..study..

..study..

..studiyyy..

..stu..di.. ..
..sssss..zz...
zzzzzzzzzzzzz..
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OOps, yeah, you guessed it right.. I'LL FALL ASLEEP AGAIN...
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What's wrong with me? Where's my spirit!?!?
Everytime, I always worry about my exam, But everytime i want to start studying i wont have the spirit to do so.. Maybe my determination is not sufficient..

Yep.. I need u guys to wish me MIRACLE for my exam(because luck wont be enough for me)... Thus, I also wanna wish you all best lucks for your examinations.. =)

Loneliness...

Alone,
you are locked inside..
Has anybody truly,
cared about you?

You are greedy..
You want to be noticed..
Indeed you are silly..

Have you been happy?
Have you felt,
that you really belong?

You are a man
But tears were shed
What do you think about?

You began to wonder
Where's everybody gone
Everybody you call friends
Where are those pals?
Everybody you call family
Everybody you call relatives
Where are they?
What is this feeling?
Why is it dark?

Oh, you are so lonely..
You are just nothing..
insignificant, negligible..

There's nobody now..
and then you realize it now..
to whom you can really depend on
to whom you can really trust on..
to whom you can really care about
to you,
damn you selfishness..

you were alone..
you are still alone..
don't wish, don't hope
because you will still
and always be alone..

Living by yourself..
this dark world..
From the day you were born
Till the day you'll be called..
You'll always be alone..

You say these to yourself..
Nobody's immortal..
From the sand, back to the sand..
From the sea, back to the sea..
Even though you are with someone
or even with anyone..
It'll be just the same

Someday, a day you'll never know
when the day has come..
You'll be alone.. again..
You'll be inside nothingness..
You'll be nothing..
Just wait, my friend.. Just wait..
You'll be alone..

You were alone..
You are alone..
You'll be alone..
Trust me
.. no..
don't trust me..
trust yourself...

NOS

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ArtWork Description
Font used for the NOS: Old English text.
Some fire generated to the surface of the NOS. This is the symbol of our accelerated class: Fire;accceleration.
Inside the NOS big text, there's a combined picture of some class photos. View full makes it clearer to be noticed.. But it not really clear though.. tsk..

I miss those school days
The days when I was still in accelerated class. The days I can be relaxed even during exams. The days of meeting friends everyday, spend most of the times with them. Those days, when I still can fall in love, can pay attention to the girls on whom i had admiration on rather than the teachers giving explainations.
The days those have been passed and could never come back again. I've past highschool days and I can never become one for another time anymore...

Goal of the year!!



It's november already! The year's approaching it's end pretty soon! Well, everybody of course have their determination upon something they wish to achieve this year. Some students may say they(mm, these are my friends) that they would like to have a CAP above 4.0, hmm that's going to be tough for me because i lack academical determination for me to persevere..lol.. Some may have their desired goods for example new digicams or whatsoever to be owned after some digital goods freak have kept some savings during the year... Yeah, who knows?.. Some single people may also say that they are putting effort on searching their dreamt mate so they can take them to the fireworks display during the end of the year... Or maybe some working busy men may have strived extradordinarily so they could perform well in work and get promotion like what they've aspired before another busy year comes?


YEAH OF COURSE EVERYONE HAVE DIFFERENT GOALS!! YEAH!!!



YAY, My Goal of the year is to edit a suikoden movie tribute.. Yeah Yeah Yeah.. I bet many people dont know this suikoden but it's been my favorite game all of the times.

Game Description by me:
Actually this suikoden is a classic game you may say but it's damn cool. People whoever ever played this game can be addicted to re-play it even after they finish this Role Playing Game platform Playstation. Well, I have to be specific, mm, the game is about war of the world.. what the?... I mean it's always about a war between a kingdom and another. The interesting part is that the heroes, the leaders of the favored kingdom are always a rebel of the other kingdom. There'll be fights amongst friends, deaths of the loved ones, 108 stars of destiny, the gift of stone tablet, 27 true runes and of course victory of a kingdom.
There're 5 series of Suikoden by the way, and interestingly all five are associated. You'll feel like being indulged into the game, as you are in the suikoden world, and you can even see the plotted timeline for the events of the five suikodens, births of the heroes, everything... These are work of geniuses.. My favorite suikoden(probably everyone's favorite suikoden) is SUIKODEN 2

I'm going to make a very brief-about 10 minutes if i can-music video tribute to suikoden series.
But WHY IS IT MY GOAL OF THE YEAR? Because I love this game and I wanna show it to everyone! Moreover I think, there'll be a lot of endeavors to be conducted. I have to learn a software to edit the videos, I have to search for videos and sound files to be editted, I have to combine 400something pictures for some parts of the video as animated frames, I have to learn music editting software, I have so many things to do because I'm not out of my daily routines to attend classes. Moreover the exam's coming and I think, I dont wanna do the video now during this busy month. Thus I have to bear my desire to edit the video until I have my december holiday and my determination is to finish it before the coming of new year!

Hmm.. Several weeks ago I've spent a nonstop 4-5 hours on editting a 5 minute suikoden video but I'm not satisfied with it because the software i used was still limited that's why I mentioned I'm going to learn a new software which has better features.

This is the video(please view) and my goal of the year *I hope* will be ten times better than this(that means I have to spend ten times longer for it?? 40 hours). Can I do it? Wish me luck

Self Introduction

Hello

Ni Hao
Konichiwa
Aloha
Anyonghaseyo
Sawadhika/kraap
Bonjour
Hola

Hi All ,this is my first post on this blogspot. Firstly I want to introduce myself. This Weblog owner:

Here's my pict

hahahahahaha.. this is me one or two years ago.. looks silly eh? yep.. that's me

Hmm
nah this is me currently, kind of different because i havent had my haircut for 4 months! and I'm not going to cut it... huehuehuehue..

Okay2, I admit i'm narcissitic, but who cares? hahaha.. sorry sorry, now I'll give out my particulars:

*Official Name:William

*Full(Family name but not official)name:William Luimenta; note This "Luimenta" came from my father's offical surname.

*Chinese name(also not official): Léi dà wéi (Léi: thunder dà:big wéi :patience); note This Lei is the chinese surname and it's pretty rare to find.

*Nick name: -Winong; note This was given my a buddy named Timothy edyson Chandra when i was in secondary one, everybody called me so and thus it was passed on till now. Actually I prefer to not be call that way but yeah, all my indonesian(yea I'm also indonesian) friends call me that way.
-Siao kia; note it's a hokkienese expression; Siao(siào)=crazy Kia(kià)=kid/child. So siaokia means crazykid. I love this one because it rather suits me, I'm insane indeed..
(insanely me*chuckles* at the right side*giggles*, left is my cousin who called me siaokia, but now i call myself that way)

*B'day: Yay! everyone always celebrates my birthday, because it's OLD AND NEW, yep I was born on the last day of 1989. Such a fortune coincidence! XD

*Occupation:I'm just an unsignificant university student, the uni's called NUS(National University of Singapore) under the little known course:"Project and Facilities Management".

*Hobbies:I love arts, I learnt drawing in a tuition before I even studied to write though drawings are still not good. Gotta train more!

(at least I got these trophies from drawing. there are about 40 of them *only quite a few* because my peers used to have hundreds*yeah hundreds i mean it*)
I also love photo editting, OMG i love photoeditting! hahaha.. here's one of my edits


Life could have been boring without editting any visual arts. Nevertheless, I enjoy hearing classical instrumentals, or gaming.*damn, i look really narcissistic here*
I also love musics but i'm totally not talented in it. I love classic instrumentals and gamesoundtracks. Sentimental ones Spirit rising ones, WOW I just need them, those musics are my steroids..

Okay.. maybe those are all i can describe for you.. Leave a comment, anyone! thanks for viewing ^.^