So yeah, haven't got the mood to tell a story about a freak, now we shall talk about a story of a junior first. She's a junior RA in my residence but after one semester, she's already a senior to all the new RAs in Residence six and this conversation happened yesterday when we were decorating the the room design competition.
I think you all know who she is and we'll refer her as @#$ for convenience and confidentiality purposes, so let's just start anyways.
it was when we were pasting pictures on to the board and we were like,
"eh, how come this one can win? the room's so-so only. @#$, must have been biased and must have given more score than anyone of us just because the blanket is red color"
she was showing annoyed face as usual.
After few sentences among us, which i couldn't remember since there's no point in remembering such things, she suddenly mentioned something which annoyed me:
"Eh, don't take us lightly, i'm the one more senior here", I said if i'm not mistaken after @#$'s stereotyping that guys are less artistic than girls.
And then me and Tanjo mentioned that all artistics people are mostly male "Mozart was a male, Leonardo da Vinci and Michaelangelo was a male, those are more than a proof to your saying that men are less artistic"
She actually mentioned this because we were doing the decorating and to her eyes, we were decorating it so badly. I were just letting them to decorate it like how I let them to do posters now, since it's so troublesome and wasting energy only to support my stand/or let me design new posters.
"That's because women were looked down back then" She said, adding, "Nowadays, woman are performing better than men, it's just you guys who've never admitted it."
Somehow she spitted out these words:
"Eh, I'm the one with highest power here!"
Thinking to myself, "Oah, wtf, really this girl is really really arrogant. I'm the one who's more senior (It's going to be my 5th semester as an RA already and it's only going to be her 3rd), and only in the second semester, she has already declaring herself as the most powerful RA of R6"
Keeping calm, trying to know the reason of such selfish and silly assumption, I asked her:
"You sure? You are the one with most power in R6? I'm the one who's more senior eh? Why do you think that you are the most powerful RA in R6?"
"Because you never do your work, you never remind the new RAs to write their reports or remind them what to do." Very weak reasoning as usual. The selfish self of her, really really annoying. "And besides I'm the one who always does the compilation and stuff"
I'm not that smart but I just know that she's wrong because she's very wrong. So it's actually easy to tackle this kind of argument:
"Are you sure? Reports submission are actually recommended to be one week after the event is finished. There was actually no official deadline for report but you are the one rushing things. Reports come out 2, 3 days after the event, it's not that I never remind, it's you remind them in a too early manner."
"You also never remind the new ones about what are they supposed to do!"
"Aren't you just assuming things? Should told you everytime I remind them about what they are supposed to do? Are sure I never remind them?"
Silence for a moment for @#$, probably injecting some realities to her mind, but I just keep adding my argument.
"Besides, all RAs are supposed to have equal POWER (authority), I'm just saying that I'm the MORE SENIOR one here. Is there anything wrong with my sentence?"
"Yeah, what william says is not wrong" tanjo said.
Okay, all these talks were uncalled for but who would stand her anymore if there weren't anyone to slap and wake her consciousness out of her mind.
She posted something2, about a comparison about a boy and a man. Too bad she doesn't realize that there's this thing called a girl and a woman.. She complained about how guys can be so immature and insensitive (boy) and how the rest can be the opposite.
Shouldn't she realize that she's not more than a girl herself?
Too bad.. I'm a boy but a growing one
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Apology to all!
Okay first of all,
knowing that we've got a habit to be a collective community, we tend to ask "Who else is joining?".
It's really alright to flock among the same feathers, really.. it's just natural.
I know some of you've been asking me whether I'm joining the CBLC Chalet or not, and same here, I kinda have asked "da gang" whether they are joining as well.
Of course to end this vicious cycle, someone has to stand up and motivate the others by taking initiative to confirm his/her attendance so that s/he will assure the others to join too!
At first, I was a bit unsure whether I should join or not. Knowing the fact that I've spent my 10 day leave, and that to attend a chalet I would have to apply for leave again. Well, so it's kinda troublesome if i were to attend such things, legally.
After some considerations, I decided to just try to leave illegally, i.e. without leave. But thinking about the ichiban (most) kiasu RA in RA history, who's apparently in my Residence, I think I'd better not do so! Or, rather, why should I be afraid, I'm daaa senior here!!
Ah, yeah, So I thought I would just talk it out later, in case any other RAs found out, I'll just argue it out that it was not my duty on the friday and Alice had agreed to cover me for Saturday.
Bearing this in mind, I confirmed my attendance with Jessie.
Tsk...
Just when the day has come, a fine bright day after the midterm that I had this morning and after having lunch with Adit, who skipped work today, and Teddy who was having the midterm with me, We decided to go to Central Forum to look around. Adit said that we would better go from the 3rd floor of techno edge towards the computer centre site, then towards the central forum.
"Dit, if we go from level one, it's consumes less energy, let's just go down then after that head towards to central forum.. Don't need to climb a slope then go down the slope to reach the destination.."
Adit stopped for a second realizing the truth and then he mentioned that he was actually talking about "if we were to take A2 bus, it's better that we just follow that way..". Yeah, probably realized that he was a bit mistaken and that was the excuse he came up with =p
Anyways, somehow, we took Adit's recommended way instead. Chatted for awhile but i think i was carried away by my thoughts. I probably was thinking about how expulsive I am back there at the Midterm test in the lecture room. Well, it was just that she, you know who, intentionally avoided me when I walked to the front part of the room to sit beside her (because there were no more space) although still one walkway apart. So, my thought was drifting away coming out with assumptions and hypotheses like "was it me who's really expulsive?" "Am I just like the freak to her?" "I don't even stalk her, or chat with her even online or in real life anymore" "Or was it her who just wanted to avoid me?" "Does she know that I like her?" "Should I just keep pretending to ignore her?" etc. etc.
I was feeling kinda funny when I decided to take the grassy sloping hill while holding the rail of the staircase towards computer centre while Adit and Teddy was taking the staircase.
Then we continued to walk and we were just few metres away from the zebra cross to central forum and I just wanted to walk at the grass part beside the road. The grass looked like it had grown on a flat platform, until the "Crack!" sound made me feel extreme pain on my left ankle.
"SHIT!!!"
Consumed by pain for few moments I stoop and let myself be on the ground so that my ankle didn't need to support me. I could hear Adit laughing (at first, not sure whether teddy followed) but I wasn't exactly looking and it felt hard to breathe and talk properly, but in then Adit stopped when he realized that it wasn't just slip and losing balance.
Adit took my bag and we took the bus to YIH hoping the University Health and Wellness centre would be open. It wasn't open, and when my ankle felt a bit better when I could already walk properly and when SK was already waiting for me to go to the police station together (refer to last post), we just decided to go back to PGP.
Well, actually I met mike who was having HR project meeting and when the meeting finished (when we were about to leave, he offered to massage my ankle but I rejected since I thought I was feeling better already)
From the slipping point onwards, I always blamed adit for not following my going to techno level one and going the easy way to central forum. I always know that it's not reasonable, but I just kept doing so since it irritates Adit, hahaha.
I got back, took 3 packs of wrapping band from the first aid box from the cupboard in the lounge and wrapped my own ankle. It just felt safer that way. So walking with a bit limping manner now because the pain was felt abit after my knee was wrapped, I went to the Clementi Police Station to give my statement as a witness as instructed. When I was about to got back the pain grew and I was really limping and it's quite painful to walk the normal way.
I got back to my room, Sk left and I took a bucket from my room, filled it with as many icecubes that I could found in the freezer in my cluster and filled it with water. I soaked my foot (ankle) part to the ice water (this is supposed to be the first aid but as you can tell from the sequence, it's not really first aid anymore since it's already few hours after the "Crack!") and then after few minutes then threw the cold water away and change it to warm water from the shower (which is said to help the blood circulation). Then I looked for tiger balm and do massage on my own painful ankle. A bit scary, since it's like swelling and I can feel my own muscles and veins and have to apply pressure which caused pain but it kinda felt good when it's aching with applied pressure. few minutes of massage then after that I re-wrapped my ankle.
Now now, I think I've told my story to detailed and it's kinda moving away from the topic. During the Hot water cold water and massaging my own ankle part, Hans was actually instant-messaging me via MSN. Asking wheter I've packed my things and such.
After those treatments to my ankle and not feeling any better, I told Hans that I'm not gonna be joining the Chalet anymore. Told dank the same thing via sms also.
With this kind of ankle, even walking to the restroom was already so painful, I'd better not force myself to walk to the busstop or even dream to go to the chalet anymore.
I felt bad because when I told this to Hans, he became reluctant to join in the chalet as well. So he told me that He was going Vivo City instead. And Reva also became reluctant (but i think it's because Reva's always relunctant in this kind of things) to join.
I packed my bag since I had to go canteen to eat (I could have cooked but as far as canteen should be okay for me to walk) and I wanted to go to R2 but I didn't want to go back again to my room just to take my laptop and stuffs (which I normally do). Then hung out there for few hours with sitting and dota. Just few troublesome walking to the toilet when I felt like going.
Well, anyways, to cut the long story (a bit) short, I just want to apologize in being so careless which made me unable to participate in the outing/chalet, and in being so unsure in confirming my attendance. Also sorry for the inconsistency (I confirmed my attendance but never came for any of the activities, not even night cycling).
If you would ask, the ankle is improving now, at least not painful to walk but still painful to do some extreme position like tiptoe, and the swelling hasn't completely gone.
Can come and see me for the proof.
Tsk, but I just don't like going to doctors since I'll just assume that this is like the sprained ankle like when you play basket ball and your ankle goes perpendicular with your leg for very brief moment and then you got the swelling for the whole week.
I just hope that it recover soon
Sorry again for any inconvenience caused and sorry for the late post!
knowing that we've got a habit to be a collective community, we tend to ask "Who else is joining?".
It's really alright to flock among the same feathers, really.. it's just natural.
I know some of you've been asking me whether I'm joining the CBLC Chalet or not, and same here, I kinda have asked "da gang" whether they are joining as well.
Of course to end this vicious cycle, someone has to stand up and motivate the others by taking initiative to confirm his/her attendance so that s/he will assure the others to join too!
At first, I was a bit unsure whether I should join or not. Knowing the fact that I've spent my 10 day leave, and that to attend a chalet I would have to apply for leave again. Well, so it's kinda troublesome if i were to attend such things, legally.
After some considerations, I decided to just try to leave illegally, i.e. without leave. But thinking about the ichiban (most) kiasu RA in RA history, who's apparently in my Residence, I think I'd better not do so! Or, rather, why should I be afraid, I'm daaa senior here!!
Ah, yeah, So I thought I would just talk it out later, in case any other RAs found out, I'll just argue it out that it was not my duty on the friday and Alice had agreed to cover me for Saturday.
Bearing this in mind, I confirmed my attendance with Jessie.
Tsk...
Just when the day has come, a fine bright day after the midterm that I had this morning and after having lunch with Adit, who skipped work today, and Teddy who was having the midterm with me, We decided to go to Central Forum to look around. Adit said that we would better go from the 3rd floor of techno edge towards the computer centre site, then towards the central forum.
"Dit, if we go from level one, it's consumes less energy, let's just go down then after that head towards to central forum.. Don't need to climb a slope then go down the slope to reach the destination.."
Adit stopped for a second realizing the truth and then he mentioned that he was actually talking about "if we were to take A2 bus, it's better that we just follow that way..". Yeah, probably realized that he was a bit mistaken and that was the excuse he came up with =p
Anyways, somehow, we took Adit's recommended way instead. Chatted for awhile but i think i was carried away by my thoughts. I probably was thinking about how expulsive I am back there at the Midterm test in the lecture room. Well, it was just that she, you know who, intentionally avoided me when I walked to the front part of the room to sit beside her (because there were no more space) although still one walkway apart. So, my thought was drifting away coming out with assumptions and hypotheses like "was it me who's really expulsive?" "Am I just like the freak to her?" "I don't even stalk her, or chat with her even online or in real life anymore" "Or was it her who just wanted to avoid me?" "Does she know that I like her?" "Should I just keep pretending to ignore her?" etc. etc.
I was feeling kinda funny when I decided to take the grassy sloping hill while holding the rail of the staircase towards computer centre while Adit and Teddy was taking the staircase.
Then we continued to walk and we were just few metres away from the zebra cross to central forum and I just wanted to walk at the grass part beside the road. The grass looked like it had grown on a flat platform, until the "Crack!" sound made me feel extreme pain on my left ankle.
"SHIT!!!"
Consumed by pain for few moments I stoop and let myself be on the ground so that my ankle didn't need to support me. I could hear Adit laughing (at first, not sure whether teddy followed) but I wasn't exactly looking and it felt hard to breathe and talk properly, but in then Adit stopped when he realized that it wasn't just slip and losing balance.
Adit took my bag and we took the bus to YIH hoping the University Health and Wellness centre would be open. It wasn't open, and when my ankle felt a bit better when I could already walk properly and when SK was already waiting for me to go to the police station together (refer to last post), we just decided to go back to PGP.
Well, actually I met mike who was having HR project meeting and when the meeting finished (when we were about to leave, he offered to massage my ankle but I rejected since I thought I was feeling better already)
From the slipping point onwards, I always blamed adit for not following my going to techno level one and going the easy way to central forum. I always know that it's not reasonable, but I just kept doing so since it irritates Adit, hahaha.
I got back, took 3 packs of wrapping band from the first aid box from the cupboard in the lounge and wrapped my own ankle. It just felt safer that way. So walking with a bit limping manner now because the pain was felt abit after my knee was wrapped, I went to the Clementi Police Station to give my statement as a witness as instructed. When I was about to got back the pain grew and I was really limping and it's quite painful to walk the normal way.
I got back to my room, Sk left and I took a bucket from my room, filled it with as many icecubes that I could found in the freezer in my cluster and filled it with water. I soaked my foot (ankle) part to the ice water (this is supposed to be the first aid but as you can tell from the sequence, it's not really first aid anymore since it's already few hours after the "Crack!") and then after few minutes then threw the cold water away and change it to warm water from the shower (which is said to help the blood circulation). Then I looked for tiger balm and do massage on my own painful ankle. A bit scary, since it's like swelling and I can feel my own muscles and veins and have to apply pressure which caused pain but it kinda felt good when it's aching with applied pressure. few minutes of massage then after that I re-wrapped my ankle.
Now now, I think I've told my story to detailed and it's kinda moving away from the topic. During the Hot water cold water and massaging my own ankle part, Hans was actually instant-messaging me via MSN. Asking wheter I've packed my things and such.
After those treatments to my ankle and not feeling any better, I told Hans that I'm not gonna be joining the Chalet anymore. Told dank the same thing via sms also.
With this kind of ankle, even walking to the restroom was already so painful, I'd better not force myself to walk to the busstop or even dream to go to the chalet anymore.
I felt bad because when I told this to Hans, he became reluctant to join in the chalet as well. So he told me that He was going Vivo City instead. And Reva also became reluctant (but i think it's because Reva's always relunctant in this kind of things) to join.
I packed my bag since I had to go canteen to eat (I could have cooked but as far as canteen should be okay for me to walk) and I wanted to go to R2 but I didn't want to go back again to my room just to take my laptop and stuffs (which I normally do). Then hung out there for few hours with sitting and dota. Just few troublesome walking to the toilet when I felt like going.
Well, anyways, to cut the long story (a bit) short, I just want to apologize in being so careless which made me unable to participate in the outing/chalet, and in being so unsure in confirming my attendance. Also sorry for the inconsistency (I confirmed my attendance but never came for any of the activities, not even night cycling).
If you would ask, the ankle is improving now, at least not painful to walk but still painful to do some extreme position like tiptoe, and the swelling hasn't completely gone.
Can come and see me for the proof.
Tsk, but I just don't like going to doctors since I'll just assume that this is like the sprained ankle like when you play basket ball and your ankle goes perpendicular with your leg for very brief moment and then you got the swelling for the whole week.
I just hope that it recover soon
Sorry again for any inconvenience caused and sorry for the late post!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
You're not gonna believe this. I'm called to Clementi Police Station to be a witness to my friend Sk about his case. Some of you might have known about this since I've been talking about his situation alot.
Story coming up later! After my Midterm!
hehehe
___________________
edited: I'm not gonna post this anymore.. supposed to be confidential.. if you heard me sharing with you his stories, just take it as a hogwash
Story coming up later! After my Midterm!
hehehe
___________________
edited: I'm not gonna post this anymore.. supposed to be confidential.. if you heard me sharing with you his stories, just take it as a hogwash
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
A statement of current state of mind
Since DnD, because I'm seen so often with the girl code-named **, I kinda receive a lot of teasing of me being with her.
Well, not an offense, but there isn't any bits of element of "like" in me towards her. I think I'm just trying to be a friendly guy and as an RA she works a lot with the r6 team, the residence I happen to be in. That's why to her, probably, I'm considered a friend and taking a photo together doesn't really mean anything to me or her.
However, the teasing is kinda getting more and more. Although now it's still within my threshold, someday I might be able to slap people who try to talk/spread unnecessary gossips about me since it is annoying, really.. Like adit.. yeah stop dit, before I slap you, ok?
Change of Subject now..
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It's kinda funny, things would be so much easier if i'm the kind of guy who would just forget away a girl and find a new one to be adored. I told a friend that I got over the angel already but it doesn't seem so..
It's like actually, betsuni (jap: not so much of intensity) I don't like her anymore, no.. I still like her, and I can't fall for other girl that easily yet. A side of me tells me that I'm a guy who's thristy of affection and I feel the need to quench the thrist.
In order to satisfy that, any girl I have a slight liking to should be okay for me.
Another side says that it would be meaningless if it's not her!
And the other side of that another side says that I'm actually okay without this kind of thing. Human can still live on without love, there actually still a lot of things in life which can still be discovered/enjoyed.
Yeah, Dank asked me this question: so how? how's things with the angel? I seriously couldn't and still can't answer. 3 sides of me give me different insights and confusion of what I really want.
Tsk....
Well, not an offense, but there isn't any bits of element of "like" in me towards her. I think I'm just trying to be a friendly guy and as an RA she works a lot with the r6 team, the residence I happen to be in. That's why to her, probably, I'm considered a friend and taking a photo together doesn't really mean anything to me or her.
However, the teasing is kinda getting more and more. Although now it's still within my threshold, someday I might be able to slap people who try to talk/spread unnecessary gossips about me since it is annoying, really.. Like adit.. yeah stop dit, before I slap you, ok?
Change of Subject now..
======
It's kinda funny, things would be so much easier if i'm the kind of guy who would just forget away a girl and find a new one to be adored. I told a friend that I got over the angel already but it doesn't seem so..
It's like actually, betsuni (jap: not so much of intensity) I don't like her anymore, no.. I still like her, and I can't fall for other girl that easily yet. A side of me tells me that I'm a guy who's thristy of affection and I feel the need to quench the thrist.
In order to satisfy that, any girl I have a slight liking to should be okay for me.
Another side says that it would be meaningless if it's not her!
And the other side of that another side says that I'm actually okay without this kind of thing. Human can still live on without love, there actually still a lot of things in life which can still be discovered/enjoyed.
Yeah, Dank asked me this question: so how? how's things with the angel? I seriously couldn't and still can't answer. 3 sides of me give me different insights and confusion of what I really want.
Tsk....
Friday, February 13, 2009
Wtf
Wtf is wrong with me..
First 3 weeks, I wake up and attend almost all lectures and tutorials. My classes mostly starts from 10am and I always make it to the lecture, although few minutes late, but I would still be there.
When I thought I got a hang of sleeping and waking up early, on a Sunday night of starting of week four, some of my friends played Winning Eleven inside my room and didn't let me sleep until 5-6am in the morning and as the result for the whole week, my sleeping cycle is spoilt and I start to skip classes (except tutorials) again!!!
This week, 5th week, because of the low attendance for frisbee Night, I was required to play along with the residents. The game was fun but at the same time, super tiring (can ask thomas or tjokro if you don't believe that it's tiring) and in fact I had a morning class on the day after!
I woke up in 12 sth which made me skip two lectures!
At the night of that day was PINUS (indon society in NUS) dinner and dance and we went back late as well. After doing our portion of lab report with teddy, I overslept in the lounge, woke up at 5am sth and went back again to sleep. Woke up at 10sth which made me reluctant to go to the lecture and yup, skipped again. Despite the fact that I would have gotten a chance to see her in the lecture
DAaaarrrrnnn
First 3 weeks, I wake up and attend almost all lectures and tutorials. My classes mostly starts from 10am and I always make it to the lecture, although few minutes late, but I would still be there.
When I thought I got a hang of sleeping and waking up early, on a Sunday night of starting of week four, some of my friends played Winning Eleven inside my room and didn't let me sleep until 5-6am in the morning and as the result for the whole week, my sleeping cycle is spoilt and I start to skip classes (except tutorials) again!!!
This week, 5th week, because of the low attendance for frisbee Night, I was required to play along with the residents. The game was fun but at the same time, super tiring (can ask thomas or tjokro if you don't believe that it's tiring) and in fact I had a morning class on the day after!
I woke up in 12 sth which made me skip two lectures!
At the night of that day was PINUS (indon society in NUS) dinner and dance and we went back late as well. After doing our portion of lab report with teddy, I overslept in the lounge, woke up at 5am sth and went back again to sleep. Woke up at 10sth which made me reluctant to go to the lecture and yup, skipped again. Despite the fact that I would have gotten a chance to see her in the lecture
DAaaarrrrnnn
Sunday, February 08, 2009
It's been a long time since I received my last trophy. hahaha..
Thanks to CBLC and Beanslist 2009 organizer, hans, for another trophy.
I think I posted a picture of me with few of my trophies on the first post of this blog. hahaha..
how nostalgic.
Thanks to CBLC and Beanslist 2009 organizer, hans, for another trophy.
I think I posted a picture of me with few of my trophies on the first post of this blog. hahaha..
how nostalgic.
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Underworld - Rise of the Lycans || Suikoden
Hmm..
Let me spoil you all! So
Nevermind. So in the story, lycans are slaves belonging to vampires. A nature born lycan (was born by werewolves but was in human form) fell in love with the princess of the vampire and at last led a rebellion against the vampires.
that's what Suikoden is like. Betrayal, rebellion, liberation union, death of the a dearest, and revenge. Go play the game! hahaha
Let me spoil you all! So
Nevermind. So in the story, lycans are slaves belonging to vampires. A nature born lycan (was born by werewolves but was in human form) fell in love with the princess of the vampire and at last led a rebellion against the vampires.
that's what Suikoden is like. Betrayal, rebellion, liberation union, death of the a dearest, and revenge. Go play the game! hahaha
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