Do you all feel this way?
Like, finishing exam this time is not as exciting as it used to be. Since It might be our last exams as students, somehow I don't feel as excited and instead I didn't want the exams to be over because once it's over, it marks the end of my life, as a student.
It's not that I don't want to look forward and ahead to the next stage, but I probably need some days to take some rest, reflect on the things that I have done in my undergraduate years, think of what can be improved on and recall on the past events that I may want to treasure as fond memories.
Really, instead of feeling extremely happy, I feel a bit sad. Graduation won't be a goodbye but it's definitely gonna mean that university fun is not for me anymore. I'm not limiting myself to have fun, when I have fun from this onwards, it won't be as a university student anymore so yeah...
After this, I'm just gonna continue looking for a job, and be self-sustaining. I had some a very normal talk with my cluster mate about job (since he's a graduating student also) and he was real worried about this since he didn't apply only until he finished his exams (means just recently). It's not like I have secured a job either, in fact he's got a back up plan to be a research assistant but I'm still honestly still in this kind of mood and Job is one of things I don't want to hear about yet.
However, after this few days, hopefully the I can brush up my feelings again and get my ass working on what I'm supposed to do again.
Kay, exams are over.......yay..................
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