M1 and M2

It's real ridiculous to know that my life revolves around facebook.
Yeah, about how the girl set her status (on facebook of course) as in a relationship to her friend, Let's name her friend as M2, probably no one here remembered her nick anymore so let's just go with M2.

Sumitro also said that, a friend of us who's in the same cluster with her, since her friend is referred as M2, she shall be referred as M1 (not trying to promote the phone service ok? just a nick), it's always stated that M1 is always spotted to have always been extra close to M2, to the extend of holding M2's arm in a frequent manner, being together (two person only) cooking in the cluster, etc.
Well, with the fact that she told me that her orientation wasn't of a straight one, I've been, sub-consciously or intentionally or both, speculating, hypothesizing whatever facts to satisfy myself. This portion was on my earlier posts I guess..

Now back to facebook as the sun of my social life (really?), I've just read a note from M2. Well, again, a speculation from the note is that all of this has been a big lie..

"Why is this the first time I try to reach those clouds, perhaps 20-year-old virgin effect??? My life seems to be full of questions now, none of which I know the answer.
Well, the rain stopped, iTunes shuffled into Rhythm of the falling rain, no need to feel down anymore. So Mai ceased to be the cheesy dreamer and returned to the cheerful simpleton, though deep inside she still awaits the arrival of THE one."
As quoted from M2 on facebook note

P.S. Actually I don't worry much because this blog is invisible from google search (not sure abt yahoo or other search) and the confidentiality of this blog depends solely on the readers.
P.S.1. Good english btw for the facebook note.

P.P.S. OII ADIT, FASTER REMOVE THE DAMNED LINK TO MY BLOG!! PLEASE DON'T PUT CONVENIENCE IN FRONT OF THIS CONFIDENTIALITY

As yeah, let's continue again.
Capitalized "THE", and the "one" are indeed our points of interest.
This can mean that she's actually not in relationship with M1
This can also mean she's waiting for M1 to come and soothe her? --> less probable though.

Yeah, suddenly this thought came to my mind.
Will share more in different post, but here's what i think.
Until this point, all this lovey-dovey stuff has been merely this: infatuation.
I'm not like mike who has defined 15 golden rules to choose his mate for life, probably not yet.
But right now, I came to worst possible probability.
She's a girl with sweet face, charming appearance and such, but what is her personality is that of @#$ (as mentioned in previous post and posts). I haven't gotten to know her yet, yes, even after so long being infatuated to her.

It's actually reaaaaaaaaaallly reaaaalllyy easy to forget someone whom you are infatuated with: Just think about the bad things that the someone has. One of the worst case, as mentioned indeed is the attitude. Although, the worst case is still, again and again, a speculation, but it will do help me to get over her. But yah... decision's not taken yet.

Another possible scenario is (yeap, i'm digressing so much), is to maintain myself as a guy who's adoring a pretty girl. Like a normal fans who's adoring his/her star actors/resses. Pretty convenient ending for a movie in your life isn't it.

Ngiaakk (weird habit from dank, very useful to use when you don't know what to say anymore)..

Back to the topic, the facebook note has just somehow given me a hope to the fact that M2 isn't actually M1's mate. It might be that they are just a very very very good friends. For girls, it should be okay to hold each other if they are very very good friends right? For guys yeap.. just imagine and you'll know what i mean.
It's only a hope though. Might be wrong and I can do the stuffs I mentioned.